Avarice 2018-C by Austin Stern
Prayer
I ask forgiveness from the trees
I have killed their kin and
lived in the bones of their family
Sometimes at night I hear their moans
in my wooden house
I have killed them and taken their land
to grow my soybeans and cotton
I have killed them and taken their land
as pasture for my cattle
I burn them and rejoice in
the warmth and comfort
I bury them cradling my dead
in coffins
I use them to hang bodies in
lynching and crucifixions
I use them to make my tools
ladders, handles and barrels
I once made plank roads and bridges
and ships from their bodies
I use them to make my music
violins, cellos and pianos
And never give them thanks
never a moment’s gratitude
Even in prayer I seem unable
to move beyond my insatiable “I”
I ask forgiveness of the trees.